Since coming to live with the Riders I’ve tried a variety of mediums including, Oil, Acrylic, and Water Color painting. Pen and Ink, and even some sculpture out in the workshop with Ren.
The darkness i feel in my Riders. Such beauty but such sadness.
What it looks like when I play with the colors… sometimes.
Doodling to keep my mind off the nightmares at night. They spiral around me.
Geometric doodling. Again, mind shapes and colors. There’s something Pete-ish about it, even though it’s not his colors.
Carving using a die grinder. I was trying to copy/simulate Ren’s present to Aura the day she was born. I’m not as good as he is. But Aura likes to hold it.
I’m getting better. I can see the beauty around me again. Fabian is back and things between he and Ren and I are getting easier.